tuesday, september 15th, 2026
it’s been a year & some change since i’ve moved 222 LA. ik ur already thinking, damn, is she rly gonna keep up the angel numbers in her blog 222? the answer is yes. this is my language. it is my way of expression & reminders of the divine nature of language and the way the üniverse sends signs through what may appear as mundane conversation. but also stfu if i don’t want to use it sometimes or the ideas r flowing n i dont want 222 go back & change it like i wont. or maybe i will. but it’s literally none of your business either way so please hop off my badonkydonk. why i feel like Doja Cat, on God? idk i relate 222 that bitch on a spiritual– and likely autistic– level.
wtf have ü learned?
why tf would ü ask that? lol jk idk why i’m being harsh rn. it’s like i’m sick of being perceived and existing in context 222 a world tht seems 222 barely even want 222 know me & really struggles if & when it ever tries, yet i also feel part of my purpose (a BIG part of it) is 222 be boldly & bravely myself 222 the max even when … yo honestly i feel like i came here to get my thoughts out and now i’m talking 222 the imaginary reader of this who doesn’t even exist yet bc this site is still not published. anyways. im going 222 return 222 what i was talking about and came here to write about instead of explaining my way of existing. study the music if ü rly want 222 know who i am. & good luck tryna put me together on God lmao.
so shit wtf did i wanna even say on here, damn.
ah i came 222 discuss how this year has been about collecting resources & planting my roots. it’s been challenging as fuck because my nature is 222 expand. like i want to know everyone, collaborate, create, play, bounce place to place and hop on the metro this way and then that way and then a bus to downtown and then a bus to hollywood and then venice and santa monica … like i want to be everywhere all at once.
but also.
GROUNDING. hello. the plant— you know what i’ll use my plant, Aurora, 222 discuss & illustrate this 444 ü all— MY plant had 222 exist in her tiny pot first. she grew and grew. and then shriveled and sometimes even had spots of yellow and wilting leaves and leaves with clear spots where it appears the nutrients disappeared and left her see-through… i was wondering what i was doing wrong and how to “fix” her. but then i remember how i have always felt people in my life trying to “fix” me. noticing my “ADHD” & behavioral issues (aka feeling way fucking more than ü simpletons & having no possible way 222 translate the emotion except to scream and kick and hit my head against the wall or ground or yell and cry and scream and cry and be sad and lock myself in my room and cry and feel alone … ) but look babe , whoever tf is reading this (hiiii omg ily btw), here is the TRUTH:
THE TRUTH
truth is such a funny word when ü look at it a couple times. perhaps that reflects the nature of the TRUTH itself.
the TRUTH is we are existing in a play of Light + Dark.
these energies exist in everything. in us. our loved ones. our plants. the sky. the trees.
and before i go any further. let’s de-stigmatize DARK right off the biggity-bat.
what is necessary 444 life? death. if death did not exist, we would feel dead already. trapped in a never-ending lifetime either living the same or constantly evolving or whatever. but we would be stagnant in that there would be no motivation to move and make shit happen. right now, we feel a sense of urgency (come on, i know you feel it too) the constant comparison of timelines “how old are you?” you ask someone you just met as you hear about what they have accomplished and “where they are” in life and how they’re living. you compare yourself, your age, your accomplishments and ALLLLLL of your shortcomings, failures, procrastinated and unfinished and delayed projects come rushing 222 the fucking surface of your mind like lentils in boiling water (do they do that? idk i only cooked it once… i forget how they behaved in the water). OR MAYBE YOU DON’T AND YOU’RE PERFECT AND NEVER HAVE THOUGHTS OF COMPARISON OR SELF-DOUBT FUCK. BUT Ü KNOW SOMETHING, FUCK TARD? I FUCKING DO. I EXPERIENCE IT ALL THE FUCKING TIME BECAUSE I CARE OKAY?! I CARE ABOUT HOW I LIVE AND WHO I AM AND WHAT I SPEND MY TIME DOING ON THIS FUCKING (sorry, mama earth— i meant ✬really beautiful & unique & nourishing & special✩) EARTH GODDAMNIT & I GET THESE HUMAN A$$ EMOTIONS RIGHT, AND THEN THESE THOUGHTS COME IN TO TRY 222 EXPLAIN THESE EMOTIONS, RIGHT? (i feel like im writing a monologue rn👀 someone, pls do a self tape. tag me) AND GOSH IT JUST FEELS LIKE I’M RUNNING OUT OF TIME AND YET I AM SO YOUNG AND WHY HAVE I FELT THAT WAY 444 AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER? nah but genuinely it’s like i’ve always had these huge dreams. massive. that only grow larger as time goes on and i learn more about the world and different cultures and artists and see all the amazing things they are making and i just wanna be different. i wanna be impactful. i wanna be remembered. i wanna leave this world with more love and kindness and friendliness and goofyness than when i arrived. and another part of my (it’s called ur fucking soul, bobbi, call it what it is) feels like this is my last lifetime on earth. like i am fulfilling my karmic lessons and leaving it all on the fucking table. letting my light shine and be seen and understanding that that is my mission. it is who i am. i cannot hide behind a curtain like the “Great Oz” w/ his goofy heada$$ & act like i know everything and all the answers and yeah ima just rock out and be a leader behind the scenes. NAHHHH BITCH Ü NEEDA PUT URSELF OUT THERE A$AP N STAY DER & SOAK AND BASK IN THE SUNLIGHT OF GOD AND KNOW THAT THIS IS WHO Ü ARE 222. WITHOUT YOUR WILLINGNESS 222 FUCK UP IN FRONT OF PEOPLE, YOU WILL NEVER RECEIVE THE PLEASURES OF PRAISE AND APPRECIATION IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. AND THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART. ONCE YOU ACCEPT THAT YOU HAVE (y’all this is God talking not me, lmao God always comes thru in all caps and just flows wisdom through my vessel, anyways let me get my ego out the damn way. back 222 ü, God 🫡) ONCE YOU ACCEPT THAT YOU HAVE TO FAIL AND LOOK STUPID AND GET MADE FUN OF AND BE SCRUTINIZED AND ENERGETICALLY SPIT AT 444 BEING DIFFERENT, YOU’RE GOING TO HAVE A MUCH DIFFERENT RELATIONSHIP 222 THAT PRAISE AND RECOGNITION. YOU WILL HAVE LEARNED THROUGH THE INSECURE HATER THAT ANYTHING PROJECTED ONTO YOU IS NOT YOU. IT IS A REFLECTION OF THE SOURCE. THE VOICE THAT LOVES AND PRAISES YOU COMES FROM A VESSEL THAT HAS COME 222 TERMS WITH THEIR OWN SHORTCOMINGS ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO LOVE RADICALLY AND NOT ALLOW THE VOICE OF DOUBT, COMPARISON, AND INSECURITY TO PREVENT THEM FROM REFLECTING YOUR LIGHT AND LOVE AND SHINE AND GRACE AND STYLE AND UNIQUENESS BACK 222 YOU. SO YOU WILL FEEL BOTH ENDS OF THE SPECTRUM (remember, Love + Light), BUT YOU WILL ALSO LEARN 222 DISCERN AND ONLY ACCEPT IN THE LOVE AND TAKE THE HATE AND TRANSMUTE IT INTO YOUR LIGHT. THAT IS THE MAGICAL THING ABOUT BEING YOU, HUMAN. EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IS A REFLECTION OF THE ENERGIES OF THE ÜNIVERSE. YOU JUST GET 222 NAVIG888 WITH YOUR HEART AND MOVE AS YOU PLEASE, ENJOYING EVERY OUNCE OF RAW HUMAN EMOTION THAT YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER AGAIN HAVE A CHANCE IN THIS BODY IN THIS HERE AND NOW.
SO GO, CHILD, CHILDREN OF PLANET EARTH. HUMANOIDS. GO AND MAKE LOVE 222 THE VERY THING THAT YOU FEAR THE MOST: LIFE ITSELF.
IT WILL ONLY TEACH YOU.
THERE ARE NO BAD EMOTIONS. THERE ARE NO BAD LESSONS. THERE ARE NO BAD CYCLES. JUST ONES YOU CHOOSE TO REMAIN IN AND ONES YOU CHOOSE 222 TRANSCEND FROM.
PLAY AND EXPLORE ON THE EARTH PLAYGROUND AND COLLECT LOVE FROM EVERYWHERE YOU GO. GATHER INSPIRATION AND CREATE WITH IT. PLAY AND CREATE AND PLAY AND CREATE AND ENGAGE IN WHATEVER BEHAVIORS YOU WANT TO. IT IS ALL OKAY. IT IS ALL YOUR FREE WILL TO DO SO HERE ON EARTH. LEARN EMPATHY. LEARN LOVE. UNCONDITIONAL. FORGIVENESS. NON-ATTACHMENT. ALL THINGS THAT WILL TAKE YOU TO ANOTHER LEVEL OF ENLIGHTENMENT AND MEANING.
AND WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE A SENSE OF WHY YOU ARE HERE, DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO STAY IN THAT FREQUENCY OF FULFILLING THIS PURPOSE, BUT ALSO UNDERSTAND THAT THERE WILL BE A NATURAL GUIDING HAND (MINE, GOD’S) THAT APPEARS TO GENTLY MOVE YOU BACK INTO THE LANE OF POTENT RESPECT AND EXCITEMENT AND REVERENCE 444 THE EARTHLY EXPERIENCE YOU HAVE.
be you. be you tiful. and have a lovely time. make friends. lose them. make more. it’s all okay and it’s all part of my plan (God’s Plan). it’s already written. just breathe. you’re only here 444 the ride. free will was a fun addition though, right? haha. okay back to bobbi.
ok so apparently God wanted 222 come thru n serve some magic sauce 222 the chat which is no surprise because mindbobbispirit as well as “me,” “Bobbi Rockett,” are only here because of God’s doing anyway, so yeah that’s what’s up.
ummm idk how 222 end this. i’ve obviously more to write about in terms of my experiences and things i’ve been noticing and growing through and learning from here in LA, but yea the main point that came into my mind that prompted me 222 write this was:
I came 222 LA 222 discover myself. who am i without the identity of my past, without being tied to my family and my hometown and my schools from adolescence. who am i without the confines of a university. without “policies” to break, but mere social standards? i am still discovering. it is nerve-wracking. but i have a feeling this is something like the butterfly coming out of the cocoon. gross, nasty, what the fuck -esk. but wait & see. because what is coming… what all this has been leading 222… it is more beautiful, more purely divine, loving, remarkable, mesmerizing, and ecstatic phenomena you could ever imagine. beyond what your wildest dreams could conceive of. your wildest dreams are making you their favorite main character and taking you in as their best friend and showing you around all the secret mysteries of this universe. because you were willing to “do the work” God, i h888 that phrase. work is a socially constructed idea. because you decided 222 keep breathing. go 222 bed. and wake up the next day. so when this all unfolds— as this all unfolds (because it is and has been and will continue 222 unfold 444 the entirety of your time here on Earth)— give God credit, absolutely… but don’t ü forget that ü had free will the whole damn time. ü could have stopped playing this game—watching this movie— at any moment. but ü didn’t. ü chose 222 stay. don’t ü ever forget that.
ü r just as much a creator as God is. (on another level and plane of course), but do not deny the influence ü have over everything happening 222 ü in your life. ü are attracting all of this. keep tuning urself 222 the frequency of ur desires, and pour all your love into the creation of them, and watch the universe pour the love right back into ü.
life is a beautiful thing, & so r ü.
xoxo,
b<3b
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